My Needlework.

How shall I do this?
How do I write this?
Ok, Ok, like this then.
When I write stuff here, in my blog, I write a lot of crap and I do mean “A LOT” of crap.
What I write is very diverse but usually it mostly has to do with me.
How I feel about things. How I perceive [...]

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The Red Box.

I forgot it was there.
You see, I put it there sometime ago to store my secrets but I seem to have forgotten all about it.
I found it while I was searching for my “invisible” top.
Seeing it there, so prominent, I took it out and put it on my very cold marble floor.
In this box, you [...]

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Defeat.

I inhaled the last of my stick.
I promised myself many many times to stop this disgusting habit but I always seem to find myself running back to that slender delicious roll.
One last drag, I always told myself that.
One last drag and that is that.
I usually try to go without it for a week. So day [...]

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Voices

“Don’t go there”, whispered the wall.
“Come safe me“, said a voice so small.
“Go on, I dare you“, said another.
“No, do what you want. It’s your call“.
“Go on, you know you want too“, came that voice again.
“No, no hold back, control yourself. You must refrain“.
“All that is left of her are her remains“.
“If you search for [...]

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Tokio Hotel AGAIN!

I never thought this was possible but I think I am turning into a Tokio Hotel fan. 
Can’t seem to stop humming “Monsoon” and I keep googling them to find out more.
Also, when I found out that the lead singer “Bill” had to undergo a surgery which may change his voice forever, man that actually made [...]

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My religion and being Malaysian 2

My other half was right, my previous blog about “My religion and being Malaysian” has been deleted.
Huh now how about that?
I wonder how did that happen.
Anyway, whatever it is I am going to say this again.
I think writing down my religion on any paper whether it has to do with work, winning prizes etc is [...]

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Being Picked and Discriminated

When I am in Heaven, if there is Heaven and IF I go to Heaven, I am going to ask God why did he make me so noticeable.
Now I know you think that it’s not a bad thing to be noticed but do you want to be notice for the wrong reason?
Hey, if you’re notice [...]

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Tokio Hotel 2

I found an earlier version of “monsoon” in youtube. 
This was way before they (Tokio Hotel) released their english track.
It’s called “Durch Den Monsun” and my god they were so young. I think they were…what….15 when they released this.  
Check both vids out to see the difference. 

By the way Tokio Hotel does [...]

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Tokio Hotel

Anyone heard of Tokio Hotel?
Well neither did I.
I found out about them through www.dlisted.com.
This blogger (I assume he’s gay) was going gah gah over this little young thing with a very anime do.
The boy’s name is Billy Kaulitz and he’s 18. He’s got a twin brother but he’s way more interesting than his brother.
Anyway, at [...]

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So far …..

I’ve been naughty.
I’ve been picking on my scab on my hand and now it looks absolutely raw.
So I’ve got itchy fingers. Who cares?
Aside from picking my nearly healed allergy, I slept the whole of Saturday and Sunday.
Well, ok not so true since I woke up at nuit heures (8 am) on Saturday for my French [...]

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